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william
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LummoxLewis
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posted May 05, 2010 02:55 PM |
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My Apology
Well I felt it appropriate to make an apology thread considering that I haven't exactly been the best member that I could have been over the last few months. I'm capable of a lot more than that and I don't contribute well. I swear, I get penalties (which are deserved) and by now, I should be banned for my repeated breaking of the rules of this forum. I'm not, though, so I feel it appropriate to perhaps give something back to the community, probably something that I guess people would want considering I have probably offended people here with my stupidity and anger. Do bear in mind that I'm not trying to get attention with this, I couldn't care less about attention. I just want to apologise for my stupid actions over the past few months (to be honest, it's probably been a lot longer).
Firstly, to the Moderators. I guess I should apologise to you lot first considering you're the ones that have to clean up the mess that I produce on this forum and have to read what I say and then penalise it if it's breaking the rules (which it usually is). You shouldn't have to deal with the stuff that I say and do and you should just be able to login to the forum and enjoy yourselves, not have to deal with my dumb actions. I know that while I may argue with a lot of you, I don't really dislike any of you and I think you do your job well.
To the members, I am also sorry for my actions since you all have to deal with it and most probably reply to it (well some of you do, anyway). It's basically a waste of your time in having to read my stuff, and in essence, a waste of my time by even arguing and getting angry in the first place. I know a lot of what I say and do puts me in a bad light and doesn't make myself look good, but in person, I'm a much different guy, and I'd just like some of you to bear that in mind. I'm not this bad in real life and even sometimes, I do not understand why I get this way. I guess it might be to vent my frustration without hurting anybody, but that isn't exactly fair on anybody here and none of you deserve any of the stuff that I dish out. I can certainly take it but I shouldn't have to because if I didn't do dumb things in the first place then I wouldn't have to. So I do apologise to members I also may have offended and/or annoyed and I'm sure there's a lot of you.
Now I'm going to apologise to several individual members that I usually argue with.
Firstly, to Guitarguy. I've been talking to you for several years and I haven't been the best person to talk to, I will admit that right now. My anger must frustrate you endlessly and you of all people do not deserve that since you've taken your own time to try and help me become a better person. It has worked, to a big degree, but I'm not the best I can be, there's still a lot of improvement and I know that I still frustrate you when it's not the best time for that to be happening. I know I am immature at times, and I argue for the sake of arguing, I get angry for no reason and if I do get angry for a reason then it's because of the littlest of things. I know that I do things that really annoy you and that you disagree with. I could be a lot better of a friend towards you and I should just take the time to perhaps just apologise here to you now and hopefully we could move on from past differences and try to be able to talk normally, without any of the stuff that I do, the negative stuff that really brings our conversations down.
Secondly, to Elvin. I know that you usually read my replies and that you are a moderator here so you have a job to do. To clean up any mess that may be produced from particular members and to enforce the rules and I unintentionally make that a bit harder considering how I act on this forum. I'm not a bad guy, and you know that, so I don't know why I do this. It makes the viewing experience harder for yourself and makes more work to do because of the way that I do act. I reckon you're a cool guy, very chill and good to talk to and intelligent, and I have absolutely nothing against you. I am sorry for the way I act and for making things harder on this forum.
Next, Azagal. You may not know exactly why I am apologising but I feel I have to because I don't think we get on as much as we could. We argue a lot and have our differences and I say a lot of stuff that makes communicating between us just that extra bit more difficult. I think you're a cool member and I certainly don't want us to be arguing with each other or not like each other and the way I act towards you isn't that nice.
Next, Ohforfsake (I guess many people saw this coming). A lot of people probably think that I don't like you, but you're not that bad. You just tend to be stubborn in the way that you think and a lack of listening between the two people results in major disagreements. I think you could be one of the better members on this forum if you took the time to listen to others a little more. In saying that, you're not a bad guy, you're cool and I haven't treated you the best (in fact, I've probably been the one member to treat you like crap since you've been here) and you certainly do not deserve that. You take the time to reply to what I say, even if it is a disagreement between me and you, but I always read what you reply even though I shouldn't (because I will probably disagree with it). Again, like I said, you're not a bad guy at all. I'm sorry for the way I have treated you over the past few months.
Next is Mvass. We disagree a lot usually, just because we see things a lot differently. By that same thing though, I also don't think you're a bad guy. I think you're certainly unique in the way that you do think (you're 18 but seem to be mentally a lot older which isn't a bad thing). I haven't treated you the best either and I've gotten angry a lot usually. This is a short one but know that I am sorry for the actions towards you.
For any members that I may have missed just know that yeah, I am, again, sorry for my actions. I can be a much better member if I took the time to apply myself and try to do good. I shall try to better myself to contribute positively towards this forum once more.
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JoonasTo
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posted May 05, 2010 03:06 PM |
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TL R
You got nothing to apologize to me anyways.
Will see if I might read later.
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Elvin
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posted May 05, 2010 03:23 PM |
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It's kinda funny seeing my name in there, since we never got into any arguments - none that I remember anyway. It's a nice gesture to make a public apology but it's still the easy way out and you know it  No need to vanish quietly into the night y'know?
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william
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LummoxLewis
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posted May 05, 2010 03:25 PM |
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I know. It's not the easy way out as I see it, though, considering I have a lot of work to do too right my wrongs, and there's a lot to fix. I will understand if people just don't accept it but I just want people to know that yeah, I do regret my actions, I'm not out of it yet and it'll probably take time to make myself a better poster.
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ohforfsake
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Initiate
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posted May 05, 2010 03:27 PM |
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@Joonas
It's actually very well written. It was even more pleasent to go through than posts by Corribus, which should be a huge indicator of how well written the post is. [Note I'm talking about structure of the post and not about actual context].
@Will
Apology accepted and I too apology for have made behaviour that provoked you into your behaviour. [That was my comment about the actual context].
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william
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LummoxLewis
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posted May 05, 2010 03:32 PM |
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Thanks Ohforf.
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phoenixreborn
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posted May 05, 2010 03:57 PM |
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Quit being a drama queen.
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angelito
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posted May 05, 2010 03:58 PM |
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Quit being a drama queen.
If you do not have something usefull to contribute, stay out.
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william
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LummoxLewis
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posted May 05, 2010 04:01 PM |
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Edited by william at 16:02, 05 May 2010.
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Please don't try to spam up this thread. i don't want it to get sent to the VW or anything. I want to acknowledge that I have been wrong with my actions and that I wish to rectify my behaviour so that I can contribute to this place instead of bringing it down. I don't want to create any drama, I'm not ever crying over any of this, I just want to be able to make things better here.
By creating this thread, my intent was never to seek attention, wasn't to kiss arse or whatever you may like to call it.
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mvassilev
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posted May 05, 2010 05:39 PM |
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you're 18 but seem to be mentally a lot older which isn't a bad thing
Eh? What's that? Metally a rot folder? You kids these days don't make any sense! 
Yeah, you're right. We often don't see eye-to-eye, which is unfortunate. But you really don't have anything to apologise to me for. It's fine. I think you're a good poster when you don't go off being angry, which isn't often.
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Azagal
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Smooth Snake
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posted May 05, 2010 06:47 PM |
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will you are great the way you are. You don't need to apologize for anything. I think we do get along quite fine,you don't have to constantly chat/hcm with someone to get along with them. I think you're great, not always of course but atleast one can tell you if you mess up. Then there'll be a heated argument but you know, no crying "You're so mean". You have your very own charm, not that I love it all the time but hey that's the way it is. But you don't have to apologize for anything. Stand proud.
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Father
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posted May 05, 2010 07:57 PM |
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--gasp--
William! --slap--
Snap out of it man, before you lose all you have worked so hard to achieve! You know how hard it is to make people here upset!? Oh wait, no no...it's not that hard at all is it? 
Well I'm not capable of making threads (negative post count), but I already offered a pretty fair appology (the way I saw it) in that other "if you could live forever" thread...or whatever one it was. Hahaha, I guess after my umm.. well yeah... after the "thread" incident, I probably needed to write a book for an apology but there wouldn't be any fun here if I didn't have more enemies than friends. You know, if the Villians of HC went around appologizing for all their actions, the good guys would have no ground to stand on. Follow me? I mean, there can be no good if there is no evil and there can be no good posts if there are not bad ones.
Personally, I think your great William and if it wasn't for you the Photos thread would be pretty bland
As it stands now? You have taken a step towards the Light and I'm highly disapointed in your actions. Your no longer next in line to be the new Sith Lord, I will expect quick and decisive action against the goodies. Start with Pandora! --innocent grin-- (this of course means you will have to go through Geny, watch out for him!)
On a side note, nice appology bro. I'm not sure if half of them didn't deserve it, well yes I am (who am I kidding!? LOL) ...but that was very nice of you none-the-less.
See, Father has a heart. Somewhere, I think? Idk
Or is it that I like to feed on the blood that pumps directly from the heart!? Yes yes, that must be it.
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blizzardboy
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posted May 05, 2010 08:04 PM |
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You're not as bad as you think you are Will. There's a handful of people worse than you, they just use passive-aggressive speech to dodge penalties and avoid attention. You have the liability of being more direct.
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baklava
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posted May 05, 2010 08:15 PM |
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Quote:
If you do not have something usefull to contribute, stay out.
*stays out*
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william
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LummoxLewis
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posted May 05, 2010 09:11 PM |
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Thanks everyone. I certainly didn't look for any compliments but it's nice to get them and at least know that "hey, maybe people don't find me so bad after all". It's just the anger comes out a bit too often for me to be able to contribute anything worthwhile, which I shall change.
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JoonasTo
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What if Elvin was female?
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posted May 05, 2010 09:23 PM |
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Well, I read through it now. You made some good pointers there.
You weren't high or drunk were you? 'cause that all sounds like a reasonable, cool headed, adult person talking.
Okay, that's it. Who hacked Will's account?
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dragontooth
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posted May 13, 2010 05:50 PM |
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We all need to vent our frustrations every now and then. I know I do. Just find the right way.
I've nothing against you william, you're cool. I dont know how you feel about me though. Not that Im interested.
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Kushinada-hime
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posted May 13, 2010 06:06 PM |
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Hey, I haven't read any of your posts yet since I'm a newcomer here, but judging by the way you characterized yourself, I can, well, say you're a pretty nasty poster. But I can tell that by making a public apology, you're taking on a more mature and honest role, which is highly commendable. Don't worry, no posts can be as bad as they seem. And I don't think you're as bad as you think you are, and the past posts here agree with me on that one. Apologies make a step closer to better communities and better posts.
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blizzardboy
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posted June 03, 2010 08:31 PM |
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Elvin
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posted June 03, 2010 11:25 PM |
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Grow up William. You may be a lot different in rl but the way you act is still part of you. The very fact that you made the typical ban me thread with a cherry of flaming Willy on top speaks volumes.
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