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Duke_Falcon
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posted June 26, 2011 10:26 PM |
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Not the best day of my life?
The utterly-loved, nice and kind doctors (into the Hell all of them) already gave me a diagnosis after their many examinations (some was painfully, damn it!):
Colorectalis carcinoma.
To tell the truth I don't know what to think about it at all. They said it's far to late to chemoteraphy and because it's position it can't remove surgically.
With other words, I think I sucked.
Those white-clothed b@st@rds gave me about 5-6 months but I really wonder why? They said my current health status is surprisingly good for such a developed cancer so why they think that my body will give up within a half year? What if I live much longer? Who are they to tell me when should I die?
Seriously I laughed them right in their face. 5-6 months as a prognosis is hilariously bad joke! I will choose how long will I... do what? Live? Suffer? What does humans do if they have cancer?
Don't know what to think. Maybe I must fear? Frankly I didn't fear nor do I feel myself worse or even bad despite all of this. Is this abnormal? Or is this some kind of shock? What should I do now?
The worst part of this as how shall I tell it for my beloved ones? What may I say my family? 'I have cancer and will die but otherwise I'm fine!'?
How should I say it for my girlfriend? I promised her to make her happy and now with this snow cancer I failed to fullfill my promise...
I think that's pain me and bother me most. I failed to make her happy...
Maybe I may let her go to find someone else who could keep his promises? What may I do now?
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selcy
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posted June 26, 2011 10:30 PM |
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OMG I am so sorry.
I had to face this with my husband he was diagnosed in July 2009 and died in July 2010. His to came as a shock. Its a very hard topic to talk about and to get your head round. HCM me if you need to talk.
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LizardWarrior
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the reckoning is at hand
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posted June 26, 2011 10:31 PM |
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That's sad man
So you have a kind of cancer...into an advance state...
Cancer is almost incurable,it can be treated only in earlier stages...Colonal cancer have 9 states,it may be healed in Stage 0 and 1,later is too late...
quick ask them if it isn't to late for radiotherapy,it may be deadly or it may heal you...however is very risky.
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Smithey
Promising
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Yes im red, choke on it !!!
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posted June 26, 2011 10:37 PM |
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Fuc* me Running man ??? WTF ??? Read it twice, expecting to see its a joke of a sort.... Are you serious Duke ? That's WOWWWWWW, WTF ??? Nothing can't be done ?????
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LizardWarrior
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the reckoning is at hand
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posted June 26, 2011 10:39 PM |
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I repeat:
quick ask them if it isn't to late for radiotherapy,it may be deadly or it may heal you...however is very risky.
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Adrius
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Stand and fight!
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posted June 26, 2011 10:41 PM |
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Edited by Adrius at 22:43, 26 Jun 2011.
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Whoa. Whoa whoa whoa. WHOA.
Man, I won't even pretend to understand what you're feeling right now, but you have my absolute deepest sympathies.
Hang in there man, don't give up. There's a lot of things we don't understand about the body and diseases, and unexpected things do happen... some people call them miracles.
I'll pray for ya.
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selcy
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posted June 26, 2011 10:41 PM |
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Yes that found my husbands too late, they kept telling him it was an ulcer and giving him antacid medication. When it was eventually diagnosed after a couple of tests it had spread from his stomach to his liver and lymph nodes. Chemotherapy did nothing but give him a few extra months.
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gnomes2169
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Duke of the Glade
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posted June 26, 2011 10:47 PM |
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Duke... I...
Hang in there man. Live your life with no regrets... and do tell your gf. She will learn someday, just don't let it me more painful than it has to be. Spend however long you have deliriously happy and loved.
I'll be praying for you.
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Elvin
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Endless Revival
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posted June 26, 2011 10:49 PM |
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Man this is so messed up. I don't even know what to say. But just as sometimes crap happens, sometimes good things happen too. It would not be the first time someone has beaten life-threatening illness and I pray that you have the will and spirit to overcome it. Stay with us.
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Aculias
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Pretty Boy Angel Sacraficer
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posted June 26, 2011 11:03 PM |
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Oh man...
I dont think there is anything that can be said...
I pray for ya...
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Jabanoss
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posted June 26, 2011 11:05 PM |
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Stay strong Duke, there is always hope.
And we are always here for you.
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"You turn me on Jaba"
- Meroe
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selcy
Famous Hero
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posted June 26, 2011 11:08 PM |
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There are new treatments coming along all the time.
Think positive ((HUGS))
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foxxxer
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posted June 26, 2011 11:23 PM |
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Courage, man! This is f*cking terrible. But you must seek for another medical opinion or third, fourth and so on. If it must, seek a medical opinion and/or a cure in another country. Don’t give up. The whole community is with you.
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tsar-ivor
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Scourge of God
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posted June 26, 2011 11:26 PM |
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Well don't lose hope Duke, there's a solution to everything and im certain you'll be able to keep your promise, this is your battle, but were here for you.
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"No laughs were had. There is only shame and sadness." Jenny
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Lexxan
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Unimpressed by your logic
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posted June 26, 2011 11:29 PM |
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Gosh, this is some pretty heavy stuff, Duke. I know you will have a hard time ahead, and I can only hope you get through it well. That's all I can do, anyways...
Good luck and stay strong.
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Duke_Falcon
Disgraceful
Supreme Hero
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posted June 26, 2011 11:54 PM |
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Thank you all!
I'll do my best against this cancer.
I'm currently in stage 4 as the doctors said. They say it means I may have smaller cancers spread out in my body or something like this. This cancer thing seems reproduce asexually (sorry, just try to joking but don't feel better though).
I think I'll recover. Maybe if I treat it as a simple challenge it will be easier. I want recover!
I just can't die such a meaningless death like this! So I must survive...
Why I afraid that sooner or later (hope later) it will pain so much? The doctors tells horrible things about this and I fear that even half of it will be true...
I wrote it already for my family. E-mail not the best option I know but until next day tomorrow I must stay in the hospital...
Only my life's meaning left to learn this nightmare...
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tsar-ivor
Promising
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Scourge of God
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posted June 27, 2011 12:02 AM |
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I've been asking for months what it is my duty to do when my world comes crashing down around me, you find that which truly matters in a world warped in lies, you must grab that and fight for it with your blood and guts, because your existance matters little without purpose, now god has given your a most harsh, but necessary lesson to learn, but your more then capable, your a strong man now prove it to yourself.
You will survive and live to carve your name in history, thats my promise  .
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"No laughs were had. There is only shame and sadness." Jenny
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blizzardboy
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Nerf Herder
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posted June 27, 2011 12:08 AM |
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Wow, I felt a pang of anxiety and fear on your behalf just from reading this. That's awful. Words are inadequate in a situation like this, so I'll just say that I encourage you to waste little time in telling your family & loved ones the news. Whatever might be in store for you ahead, you have no sense in holding back for propriety's sake now, so say whatever it is you want to say to them. It takes a little bit longer before the rest of us die someday, and not all of us will have a formal chance to say goodbye and put our final business in order. You do, and whether you die tomorrow or whether you overcome it against the odds, I think they would want you to be honest with them.
Best of luck my friend. You're a good man.
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shyranis
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Supreme Hero
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posted June 27, 2011 12:14 AM |
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Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry =(
If you fight it you may recover though, some people have the strength of will to overcome such things... I have no idea what to say.
You need a group hug.
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Insanity
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Brain cells killa
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posted June 27, 2011 12:14 AM |
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nooooo noooo noooo this cant be happening
we just talked a few days ago about stupid dragons, i will never play that again, u have to get better, this is not fair me cant stop crying now ufffff this is so not fair u have to get well u have to
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